Curve balls..
One moment im driving along (Sunday 29th Of January), thinking about my lounge purchase and heading to look at other furniture. Life is grand, my fave songs are playing on my car stereo.. Than my uncle calls and my aunt has not long to live. The evening is spent at the hospital saying goodbyes, her passing an hour after we leave, than a week of sorrow, a funeral than a wedding where I was part of the wedding party.. Curve ball days, we've all been there.. Life is great, sun shining etc plans set for later.. than BANG! Your day takes a completely different path.
The second was just as unexpected.. Today.. Driving along at work, all is grand, achieving heaps, so proud of myself and my life and gaining well at the gym etc etc.. Than BANG, a call from my partner saying he's going away to take a break from our relationship.. Suddenly the day plunges into darkness. I visit a friend, throw aside my gym time and come home to an emotional goodbye (him more so- we have been having problems of late). Than I find myself out with another friend watching lightning attack a distant valley and talking. Its crazy, how can things go pear shaped so quickly in life? Its like theres no warning than youre whole day crashes down on you. Right now I feel a bit lost. My partner and I argue too much, but I never thought that it would come to this. Today. This being the cross roads.. The 'Do we continue or not?' I don't really know the answer to that myself at the moment, but I do know that I wish things would just return to normal. Hopefully he will be back in 2 days, only time will tell. What the verdict will be on whether to continue the relationship or not, who knows. What do I even want anyway, who knows?..
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