The L word

This is a funny story worth sharing..

When my new guy returned from his 5 days away, we made it official, were finally together! About time too haha So anyway, its almost time to go on my holiday and of late I have been feeling a lot more for him than ever and really wanting to say the L word. It was hard to know when to though and how would he react? What if it was too soon for him? It took him ages to warm up to the idea of just boyfriend, so I had kept it to myself but felt it should be said before I went overseas.

So anyway, my now bf and I were together this evening and I had the strongest urge ever to tell him that I love him, but didn't know how and was still a bit scared. I was thinking about it so much that at one stage he asked me if I was comfortable how we were laying and I thought he said 'I love you' lol! I asked him, 'did you just say you love me? He was like, 'no'.. Than in true form of just how alike we are, he recited why he hadn't said it yet and it was as if I was listening to my own thoughts being read out right in front of me. He had too been wanting to say it and especially tonight, but had been scared of it being too soon and worried about the reaction he might get. After that we spoke about it and we said it for the first time. It feels so right to me. We feel it so why not say it, I'm happy that it's finally out there. With the amount of time we have spent together over the last 5 months, its literally been a year of time getting to know eachother.

I'm so lucky to have found someone who I have a great connection with, every monent with him is awesome. I could talk to him for the rest of my life and not get bored. I love his energy, his personality and his drive. He's just awesome! :D