I feel it's time for an update.. I've been thinking about writing one for a while, but for some reason it's harder to sit down and write when I'm happy about things and easy to poor my feelings out when I'm feeling down. I guess I find it hard to celebrate my achievements and great things happening in my life. Maybe I'm just a bit modest about them and I don't want to be a bragger or jinx things while they're going well, who knows! Either way, it seems like everything is going great and I want to celebrate that in this post.
Ok, firstly my health seems good. That lump on my abdomen doesn't seem too serious in my doctor's eyes, but he is sending me to a specialist (appointment in 2 wks time) to see if he thinks it should be removed anyway. I am a little worried about it, but I have faith that it's most likely nothing serious. Onwards and upwards with the new guy! Things are going well, we have been on dates and spent heaps of time together. I feel like we have developed a very close bond and he has changed relationship status to 'exclusive' which is a step closer to bf (weve always been exclusive anyway since we first talk about our feelings in early August, so I have felt for a while that the bf label should be applied but he was feeling a bit overwhelmed to start as he was sick with a virus for weeks- p.s hes all good now, which is awesome!).. He is going away for 5 days starting tomorrow which sucks, but hopefully it will go quick. Next weekend when he gets back, I will find out how close he feels to me when he finally talks about his feelings about the 'bf label' when we go out for dinner. I tried to get it out of him today with no success, he's been saying he has things to tell me and that I will like them heaps. We've been talking about going for a weekend away in the next few weeks which will be great!
Also news, we will be having some more time apart as I go on holidays in 3 weeks time overseas for a bit over a week. It's a trip thats came about as result me and my ex.. Back when we were together, I put in my holidays and we booked a cruise overseas. After the breakup, we cancelled it completely but I still wanted to go over. I decided in August that I might just fly over and do a bit of a driving holiday. Since then I decided on destinations, changed plans several times and eventually landed on my final plans only to finally book my holiday a few days ago. I am excited to be going, but also a bit sad at time away from the new guy. I know he will be here when I get back and that this holiday is really important to me, but I will still miss him heaps.
Last post I was all wanting that fast forward button, I guess I could use it again for the next 5 days as the new guy will be away hehe :P Update- he came back really missed me I guess the heart does grow fonder when youre apart from someone you have strong feelings for :D
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