Updates

I should post more positive things about my life! Its like I never post anything unless its bad lol. OK, so this is just a short update on wher things are at in my life and I'll write more soon. So, new guy met some of my friends in early December, they all think he's great. We had our first night away at the end of January which could have gone better if we had more time but was all good. He also met my parents that day which was a big step. I have spent heaps of time with him wich has been great.

We had a great Valentines Day together and I guess I really realised how he feels about me and it took me by surprise. I really think that I love him more than anyone ever before, hes's so awesome to be around and still no arguments! It's like having out with my best friend and shares such a common mind, I love talking to him. So yeah also I have invited everyone to my 30th (response was awesome), it's in less than a month! It's exciting but has involved a lot of organising ideas etc I think I'm getting there, though I have spent way too much time on the music, but it's important to me so thats ok.

Ok so any dramas you wonder? Yeah I need more sleep and go to bed at a decent time every night, but the biggest issue is the gym. I really havent been going enough I feel and I really want to get back to 4 times a week but must get on top of the sleep thing forst so that recovery will be effective. So if theres anything major I feel I must achieve, it's that right now. Unfortunately I'm sick this week so I wouldnt let myself go today. I justr feel as though Im letting myself down'. In early Dec I had the surgery to remove that lump (which ended up being a vein/ artery joinage that was just incorrect) and had to take 6 weeks off from the gym which sucked! I havent quite recovered all my weekly workouts since then, I really hope to.. NUMBER ONE PRIORITY! :D Its approaching 1 year since my ex left, time goes so fast!. Tomorrow marks one year since the day that that he sat crying and left to go on the ''break'' that lead to us ending. Who knew 1 year on how happy I would be that I have met the most amazing guy of my life. :D