It's the end of the Easter weekend right now and I felt like venting/ updating a bit. I achieved a lot this weekend, but I cant help feel that I missed relaxing. My life has been full on for months now, there has literally not been a spare day. From travelling with the other half, to spending nights and days with him (he had a few weeks off- awesome!) parties, my party etc its been full on! I have loved it though! I like being hectic. It makes me so happy that I do well at work, I let my guards down and I'm more open and confident (if thats possible) its great! Gym workouts are great too! BUTTT.. WIth work being so busy etc I have started to get stressed at times and not the good kind. I feel my fuse is getting shorter and I;m trying to do all I can to diffuse it before I blow my top at something.
Sleeping is hard. I want to be up doing things, not sleeping! So going to bed is a task in itself. I think I have conquered it as I have started reading before bed and that's helped. Hmm I know this isn't my best post, I'm not of the frame of mind to type, nothing of real depth.. But yeh I like this being all amped up with life and switched on. I feel good about myself. I worry that if I go into the old state of relaxing and being quiet again that I might become all down. I think if I can hold this feeling all through winter than I might ward off the winder blues. Meanwhile I'm attacking the gym! I think this will get rid of the bad feelings, and maybe help me sleep more. Meh it's all under control I think. Lifes great :D
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