Had a nighmare last night, woke up screaming HELP, LET ME OUT OF HERE! Into my completely silent building.. The dream was about me being with my ex again and being in one of his no solution is good enough to a problem. A whinge situation where I just want to help so badly, but would be better banging my head against a brick wall as he wont listen (usuallyt after a stressful day of work I'd come home to this, or a desperately needed relaxing weekend would be ruined by this)..
Anyway, in the dream I clicked that I wasnt with him anymore and was like AHH I wanna get out of here! Half waking up, I started to yell as I though I still lived at home and expected dad or mum to come wake me up and talk.. But no.. Just in my quiet old bedroom hoping that the whole building didn't hear me. Followed by sleep deprivation and anger.. I guess my body feels this for a reason, gotta let the residual anger out somehow.
Maybe now I will start to get over things, if even my dreams are now accepting that its over!
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