I met a nice guy a few weeks ago. When we met, I really had no idea how much I would end up liking him. Once we had caught up for the 3rd time, I knew that it was time I should say something. We get talking so easily and everything we talk about is awesomely interesting. I like every minute of spending time with him . Theres no way I could pass up saying something.. So yeah I told him how I felt 2 weeks ago while we were on my awesome lounge hehe. I just said that I liked him.. He told me that in his experience, every time he rushed into a relationship it had failed and he wants to go slow. I made a joke before I told him that he might run away once I bare my feelings, but he didn't run away which was awesome haha. That night he also said he liked me in a text, which was cool!
So now its 2 weeks later and it seems like someone hit pause on things after I said I liked him. Unfortunately a few days after I told him, his dad had a final week before going into hospital and spending time with him become his priority (totally understandable). He's so thoughtful though, he said in the text about his dad, ''this is not me running away from you''. It's like he's one step ahead of my insecurities lol... Side note- that all sounded so lame, if he ever reads this I will feel like a giggly school girl writing in her diary, but it was a memory making text and I just wanna remember it cos you have NO idea how unreliable people are usually so its a big deal man! So get off my back about it! haha lol... Sooo.. In the meantime I have tried filling in my time by chatting online to guys and keep me company during the wait, but I just keep wishing that I was talking to him (I guess that's a good sign).
Today he text me saying he should be able to catch up on Saturday night. He also apologised for it being so long, which I understand anyway.. So I should be ecstatic, right?. I have a theory that I just don't believe it yet, it's kinda sucked for the last 2 weeks liking someone but not being able to spend time with them. Not that I have thought about it heaps, but I have on occasion. I think I will believe it more when he's here spending time with me again and maybe regular catch ups. I think that I really like how things are progressing slowly and naturally. Were at the thinking about eachother stage and I know from my end I keep wanting to be spending time with him, there's no one else I'd rather be spending time with at the moment. So could this be the start of something awesome? Time will tell.
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